Well anyways today is Sat. and I'm at work once again, finished early like always and bored, have nothing to do..i haven't bloged for a long long time so yeah im goin to hell forshure! But anyways wed. sucked, thurs. i went to the mall with my money i won and spent most of it and returned some items, and then i bought some more shoes since i had to return the ones i bought mon. and then i had no school yesterday and i had to babysit it sucked, but i went tanning that was cool and spent the day with my friend. i was sposed to go bowling that night but the ppl i was going with weren't gonna leave the bowling place til' 2am and i had to be at work today so that didn't work...yeah bummer then i tried the shoes i had bought on and they were too small...grrrrr...gotta take em' back to. and then today my fam. came down so right after work i gotta go hang with them and i dont have to work tommorow..but i could've gone camping tonight..hmm i'm a lil scattered brain right now..

Ok so I missed a day of blogging but that's ok cause i'm not going to hell lol!grr I'm so stressed right now I have to get all this crap together within like 2 months it's booking a hotel for 4 a decent price, has to be close to my g-pa, finding transportation..well maybe not, hopefully not, cause' one of my friends going with us and he has a nice car, or he could drive mine..yeah but anyways then find a sponsor AND make a whole bunch of spending money..and i mean a lot cause' i have a shopping problem! Oh Oh yeah I won i won i won...$$$$$ that would be $500!! Yay i love life!! so much, don't let the little things get ya down, cause' they got me down and it sucked trust me I know...i was to the point where i didn't care to live anymore but i had a life changing experience if ya wanna say that and it straightened me up real quick so now i love life sure little things get me down but just look on the bright side of life because trust me u can ALWAYS find more good things out of life then bad ALWAYS i don't care how bad or hard you say your life is..life is precious..ok well i could keep going on about this but i'm not im gonna tell ya bout my car accessories..their froggies!! yrary! to end on a good note...I'm gonna live!!!

OMG I am so friggin tired..i could not get to sleep last night and then this morning i had to get up at 4am to come to work at 5am..its been a  long day..now its only 11:46am and i get off at 1:30pm..then after that i have to go babysit this brat at church, where have my weekends gone?! for christ sake i used to go out every weekend and party now i stay at home with my mom and watch t.v. what a boring life i have...but better boring then dramatic cause i hate drama..wow i feel like a straight up loser, why i don't know?...